Some days you just have to have a breaking point

There are some days that it seems like you must have a breaking point before you can move forward. I wonder why this is.

Yesterday was that day for me. I cried all day. I was just a basket case! It was not a pretty site!

After I got it all talked out, and reassurance from Tim, that things are going to be fine - I relaxed. I also realized a very important thing......I was trying to do it all my self! My focus should have been on God and what He is doing for me and what He can do for me. Boy did I have it all wrong!

God was really showing me some things yesterday and the biggest was that I was not relying on Him! WOW!


I'm so sorry Lord for not trusting in you! For relying on my own selfish deeds and not trusting in you! Thank you for humbling me yesterday and bringing out of the pit of self pity and self doubt that was so rampant in my life yesterday! I need you! I want you!


Thanks also to Tim for being the best husband a woman could ever wish for! I love you sweety! As I said earlier today, there have only been a handful of days in our 15 years of marriage that were like yesterday. We are so blessed!